ravaged: ([aaaaaangst] No hope for a l'Cie)
Hope Estheim ([personal profile] ravaged) wrote2010-07-11 12:50 am

[01] First Promise || [Voice | Locked from Snow]

[His voice is angry and hurting, yet quiet and scared all at once. If any of you had seen the videos posted on the comm, you'll recognize the voice belonging to the younger boy, who had been forced to go on the Purge and lost his mother.]

...I'd rather be on the train. At least I'd be dead by now. That's better than being a l'Cie.

[Voice|| Locked] safhgjksvaghkjafs ;3; sob sob sob /pats him

[identity profile] hopeandapromise.livejournal.com 2010-07-11 04:13 pm (UTC)(link)
[Hear that? He's yelling. Hope is so terrified and upset, he doesn't know what to do.]

What am I supposed to do?! We lived in Palumpolum and visited Bodhum, and they found a Pulse fal'Cie and they wouldn't let us go home! We weren't residents of the place and never came across a l'Cie, but we got shoved onto the train for the Purge anyway! And after that, Snow came to our group asking for volunteers, and he used my mom, and now she's dead!

And to top it all off, I've now become a Pulse l'Cie too! The one thing Cocoon hates more than anything! We're enemies of Cocoon, now- and we can't stay anywhere without someone chasing after us! [He pauses, but it's easy to tell he's shaking and terrified.] And if I do keep going, I either get turned into crystal or become a monster. I don't want either of those!
savior_n_black: (Tell it like it is)

[Voice|| Locked] Y-Yeah. Ichigo's idea of "helping" is pissing Hope off >3>;

[personal profile] savior_n_black 2010-07-11 04:43 pm (UTC)(link)
Yeah, I get it; your life sucks right now! But would your mom want you to just sit down, and give up?! Huh?!

So you've got a shitty choice to make, Fine! But you know what, if you don't like your choices, then you just have to find a third option! And yeah, it'll probably be hard, and it'll probably take a lot more out of you than you want it to, but guess what; that's life!

You're not the first person to have bad shit happen to them! So what are you gonna do about it?!

[Voice|| Locked] XD Orrrrz playing him this way is so hard sob. I CANNOT WAIT TILL CHAPTER 4+ SRSLY

[identity profile] hopeandapromise.livejournal.com 2010-07-11 04:57 pm (UTC)(link)
You don't get it! There is no third option when you're a l'Cie! You either complete your Focus, and turn into a crystal- or you wait for time to run out, and you become a Cie'th. It's the same for everyone, no matter who you are. Once you're a l'Cie, you're done. Your life is over.

But I didn't choose this. I didn't choose any of it! So why did it happen to me?

[There's a silence here, as he's trying to calm down and listen to what's going on. Lightning's probably telling them that she's leaving, so he's going with her.]

...we're moving- but there's PSICOM all around right now. I'm not expecting much, and if we're lucky they might just shoot us and end it there. I don't know.

[Ichigo you will piss off the kid with your reasoning, and he will piss you off in his illogical angst. :|b This is going to end well.]
savior_n_black: (ORLY?)

[Voice|| Locked] ...This will only end in tears :|;;

[personal profile] savior_n_black 2010-07-11 05:13 pm (UTC)(link)
Damn, no wonder you're wallowing in your own emo - you don't listen!

There's always another choice! Your choice! Just because that's the way it's always been, doesn't mean that's the way it will always have to be, alright?!

No one wants bad things to happen, they just do! The point of living is that you keep going, even when it's bad!

[Voice|| Locked] Yeah, Hope's. :'|

[identity profile] hopeandapromise.livejournal.com 2010-07-11 10:29 pm (UTC)(link)
My choice? I don't want either way, and I want to go back to normal! But that doesn't happen. It can't! Once a l'Cie, always a l'Cie.

[And he pauses, though his voice wavers, and goes almost to a whisper.]

...Just leave me alone, Ichigo. I have to go.

[user has logged off]
savior_n_black: (Is it lament?)

[Voice|| Locked] ;3;

[personal profile] savior_n_black 2010-07-11 10:37 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Sighing, and scrubbing a hand through his hair. Whatever, he would only apologize when Hope got it. No matter how much of a jerk the kid thought he was right now. ]